today was really really really
...
painful
i had damn damn damnnnnnnn bad cramps
but still had to run 2.4
DDDD:
THANKS SO MUCH OLD OLD HAMMMM JULIE <333
i would have died without her okay
so so painful
last part ran with me
thanks so much for encouraging me ;D
the last part
i wanted to die alr
my stomach hurt like SHITTTTT
then God just gave me a way
he just helped me to sprint the last part
it was like WOAHHH
then when i finished
stomach super super painful
GOSH
thanks so much julie <333 you really own this time thanks sara, esther tricia and all the rest ;D
when i look back at everything.
i just feel so happy that i came back to him
He is truly good
he made everything possible.
and even when it was the most painful.
i didnt stop praising him
but
i dont know why
i was so stupid
i just gave up when i had PO
that was really really dumb
i really hope that that will never happen again
i just love you so much